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Added incentive to actually get things sorted this week - if I manage to get a doctor's appointment for this week or Monday/Tuesday/Wednesday, I can go back up to Consett for a week or so, and return in time for the next Wednesday LARP.
I think I've been spoiled by the holidays. It's been the first time since moving out of Starkey that I've got to spend as much time with Steve as I liked. I was glad for the snow, because it meant we couldn't go anywhere and so wouldn't have to say goodbye. He's coming back tomorrow for LARP and convention, but then it'll be another goodbye unless I go too, and even the last two days has seemed overly harsh. Yesterday I lay in bed for ages, waiting for nothing, and only got up when my stomach was aching from not having eaten.
Wish we could have got a flat together in York for this year, and for the summer just gone. Then there wouldn't be any goodbyes.
I think I've been spoiled by the holidays. It's been the first time since moving out of Starkey that I've got to spend as much time with Steve as I liked. I was glad for the snow, because it meant we couldn't go anywhere and so wouldn't have to say goodbye. He's coming back tomorrow for LARP and convention, but then it'll be another goodbye unless I go too, and even the last two days has seemed overly harsh. Yesterday I lay in bed for ages, waiting for nothing, and only got up when my stomach was aching from not having eaten.
Wish we could have got a flat together in York for this year, and for the summer just gone. Then there wouldn't be any goodbyes.
