Tamar Joshua Rowe

You remember that Kimiko/Megan 'fic' that I was sure I had seen somewhere but couldn't remember where or in what form?

I found the form. I thought I had been the one to suggest the scenario, but I wasn't sure. Unless this meme was posted after I read it in a forum... Oh well, I might actually write it, anyway.

I remember most of it. There was rain, and search parties, and Jack being completely incompetent at babysitting.

Or I might not.

Hm.

...

But, I never remembered that SB spoke to me first. I always assumed that I fangirlled at her at some point and then we got to talking. Huh. Too bad about the whole charbashing psudo-fallout.

...

I just remembered an old oneshot of mine - unusually for me, I only posted it in the comm and not in my own LJ. It was a bit unpolished, too, and would have belonged better in xsrarepairs (if it had existed then) than chase_jack. So I hunted it down, and I'm editing it in another window to post here and there.

I mean, it's Guan/Chase and Jack/Chase, and all while I was abroad I was wondering what would be said. Er, the unfounded nervous worry I had there is probably why I haven't dared post smut since. ^^;

But I'll do it up, say what I was too nervous to say then and the like.

I can write smut after all.

... As long as there aren't any blokes involved, that is. XD

*uses femmeslash icon*

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Really, though, if writing is making me this upset, I need to be re-examining my reasons for writing in the first place.