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[tj_rowe]

Because not eating is totally the solution to being confused and distressed. I think I require hugs and a hot meal, but obtaining both or either may be a little beyond me. Note my automatic response to noticing this, and my hands going cold and clumsy, is not solving the problem, but posting about it on livejournal. I'm glad for spellcheck, because I keep hitting wrong buttons and only the red-underline noticing. Going back to bed wouldn't help, either. Confusion...

I should go to the pub and have them give me the hot meal, but it is Thursday and so I can't leave the house until I have showered and dressed, but I should food so I can't... cycle cycle cycle. Haven't done this in nearly a year. Confusion. Everything hurts. Getting up? Sitting down? Food? How? It's not having food, it's making food be in such a way that I can eat it and gain energy for my brain. IDK.

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[lady-dinosaurus.livejournal.com]

*hug*
Is there cereal in the kitchen? If you eat a bit of cereal you might have sufficient brain to dress and can then get hot food. (I am a bad person and have been known to eat cereal by the handful when devoid of milk)

[tamerterra.livejournal.com]

Cereal involves bowl, which is not clean.

I've eaten a gf breadroll and some chocolate and managed to shower - turning off the continuous scream of terror that my brain was throwing up in the process - and am now wearing some clothes. All only six hours after jumping out of bed convinced that we were being robbed/the landlady was here this morning. More food might occur in a... while? Maybe?

[lady-dinosaurus.livejournal.com]

That sounds like progress at least :) I have totally never been known to just eat frosties straight out of the box...