LARP!

I was thinky last night, and that was tiring. I think this is the first character of mine that hasn't been her own main character regularly - in that the others were at the centres of the conflicts they were involved in: [foip], alchemy and smuggler-plot, allspirit/beastkin, Destined, my face.

Realising that made me think about how I larp, what with the jumping in and putting myself into the centre of things. I had the urge to last night, and then kinda realised what I was wanting to do only because doing so would have been totally OOC for Nadezda, and so I wasn't doing it, and so I noticed. If that makes any sense whatsoever.

It's quite interesting to play the lawful soldier right after the most special of the special snowflakes. Contrast, and all. It's actually difficult to have a set of rules which tell you what morality is and accept that individuals are occasionally wrong about it, as opposed to just going 'the right thing to do is what I think the right thing to do is!' like a barbarian. Thinking about how it works is probably good for me, though. XD